Ramble: A question of pain

You know when you feel so utterly lost, like you're being sucked downwards into a never ending abyss, and drowning on the fluid of complete misery? You fight and struggle to breath, pushing everything away that has ever hurt you and all those people you feel have or will abuse or simply treat your trust and need with disinterest.


Justice, morality and help in its most basic of forms are simply no where to be seen. It feels as if it will never end, a cycled torment. You wish it will stop, for death or to be given the chance and right to slap it away. 

It is always people, including ourselves, that hurt us the most in this life. Our words and actions are more profoundly powerful and devastating than any disaster nature can conjure up because as a species, unlike nature, there is something evil within us.